Surreal to real

For once i have no poem to share. i have words with no loops and knots.
i am almost feeling magical today , cuz this feeling that i am feeling today, i hadn't experienced it before. And its all because of a friend, who happens to be a clone of me.
the wavelength at which i think (which i do not propose is very high or low but whatsoever it is) people do not reach there easily.

i have lots of questions and no answers, one of which is what does an average human being aspire to be?
Answers are many - successful ,happy ,famous etc etc
next question is how much of it does he achieve? and who decides or weighs this achievement  .
of course everybody knows its the person himself who declares it, but knowing how unsatisfied humans are , can we actually say that we are the ones who actually decide it....and i can continue the loop further but the point i am trying to make is one can actually know what he actually desires.

latching on to desire , i know what my desires are , and i have seen them being met , the reality which happened when the desires came true was enthralling, and that is exactly the part which we want.

This particular phase , not to say its all a bed of roses, has the element of fantasized real , which makes it perfect for oneself, in this perfect moment things aren't a cake walk but you have the courage to cross boundaries barefoot, everything doesnt become easy all of a sudden but suddenly the perspective changes towards the most difficult things in life.

and how does this seemingly 'perfect' world comes alive?....(word-perfect is no where used in its literal meaning)
its when, you meet this special someone (unlike fiction , ones tailor made guy/girl) this person has its own flaws and potential. And mind you this event has nothing to with the quantitativeness of your relation to this someone , it could be few minutes few months few years and that too at any point of time in life.

And i keep all moral ethics and norms aside when i talk about this kind of aliveness which one other person is able to create in you, at this point of time nothing else matters. Cuz may be unconsciously we are aware of the fact that this away moment from everyone/everything is going to be very short lived.

This reality and the real reality also will coincide and make it fall apart.

For me . for real , i have met this special someone , for a very short span and it has altered my life, I've learnt one new thing and thats contentment, one may feel - how funny it is to talk about contentment at such a young age , but then again its not the quantity but the quality of life lived which can help you attain it.

'good things dont stay'- anonymous , but i guess they do in your thoughts,. in your memories , its how you keep them alive. i bet one cannot even in fantasy surpass this fanatic feeling (which some people call LOVE) , i know not what name to give it but for sure it is the pinnacle.

And just today i learnt its not in my head that i feel the extravagance of this feeling but there are others too , who have felt it closely.

as i said i do not have a poem to share today but my poetic side compels me to drop few lines-
"beyond you is
nothing,
beyond this feeling is
nothing.
but with you it is
life"