a place so tender , i imagined
never knew will have to deal with wrath
did not know it will wreak pain.
conjuring imminence but
sultriness in abundance .
madcap i was
loved you with verve.
with bizarre ideas in head
i let myself be me
gave away to you
anticipating regalement
impassive you were
instigating and vexing i was
so was your reluctance and averseness
towards me
infidelity deep embedded in you
you renounce love and disowned me
wheedling dint work nor did cajoling, on you.
you obstinate pig headed creature
i took a crack at you
but in vain..
it was a blind alley
i played my heart at...
