stuck in a phase

Broken faith , hard to trust, trust anyone.
Love is a pool of diverse feelings and emotions,
but the diversity of it you showed me was so limited.
love is the fire between two souls,
hard to believe cuz my dreams were burnt to death.
You belittle the word 'LOVE', your pretense you called 'CARE'.
MY efforts to live were trampled, to breathe were choked.
I was smashed by the heavy scaffolding of your lies.
m so afraid you're still on my mind
still tangled up in you, still caught in your pretense,
your filthy game you called LOVE.....
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current scenario.....each word has a fear attached with it, fear to move ahead ....i wish i could help myself...